I got seriously big bro-ed this trip. Sometimes I do treat my life too carelessly and I end up being reckless with my life. I go hard, and it affects my health, the way I interact with people around me. I am going thru some intense emotional shit so when inebriated it comes out in all sorts of ways, sometimes I’m the fuckin life of the party, sometimes not the best. I call it “lashing out”. It’s unstable. Being a party guy in my early 20s when people around me were still figuring life out, I felt I could get away with shit. But my big brothers on this ship gave me all the sage advice. People look up to me. And when they see me hurting, they are genuinely concerned. @thefriendshipofficial is the perfect way to self-analyze and be there for your friends because you are “forced” to see people and how they are for a straight week! I have the responsibility as someone transitioning into an older member of the community I helped create and shape to uphold decorum. To finish what I start. Soooo many DJs on the boat are beautifully Sober and still have the best time! Keeping yourself sober is the only way to present yourself consistently in the most positive, focused light. As a touring artist who’s constantly surrounded by beautiful people and environments with substances, I am presented with a choice every moment of my life.
I love you all and I am so grateful I have PILLARS. Literal angels in my life I can lean on. I never took it lightly, and i never will!!
I did 500 days sober back in 2021, and I can do it again. Here we go! Join me if you want to! my DMs are open.